MY MISTAKE OCT 12
yeah rigth is 12 sep, you fucking idiot
i am reallly drunk rifht now i do not know how to write maybe i would be ashamed of, but no bro, today is been a reallly weird day, one of my best friends is so scared to talk to me.
maybe i should start saying that i have a bussines iwth one of my best friends, is an agency, graphic agency, so is really difictult for us keep the friendship, but is good.
this past week/month was streesfull i mean, my body doesnt have so much inner power, so this week i colapse, but my stress is been like, quiet, i dont tell everybody my problems, just because i cant, it wouldnt be me.
omg i drink so much beer, i know, my dad is so mad at me, but i really dont care, i do not know how to handle this, im to young, i dont know anything, i wish i could have someone else life.
Tuesday 8 , today I start using this as my weekly diary , in these last two weeks I’ve been through a bad patch , the kind that really costs you out , I mean , last week suffered the theft of my salary, my card was cloned and lost everything, I hate my bank , I had to go to the police , I had to start paying my college credit , equivalent to a quarter of my salary , I almost lost two of my best friends. my dad and I had a big fight , my hair is fading , and the most impressive of all is that I have not cried at all, haha , maybe it may seem funny , because now I can laugh, but the truth is that I had a really bad time and I had no one to talk to.
Today , I could finally write without feeling some kind of pain , I feel good .
I woke up today really tired , take breakfast and went to work, spend all day looking forward to eating and drinking coffee , I did nothing , it was the quietest day .
the end of the day I took a few beers with my friends, I left almost drunk , we were happy and peaceful , it seems I have to stay positive .
in the end, I have my friends
PS: I feel so bad , I want to write in detail, but my mind is in some other place.